I'm DONE with exams!!

  After sooooooooooooooooooooo long(bout 2 weeks) of exam weeks, I'm finally DONE!! YAY~!! Hooray 3 times with me guys!! Hooray Hooray Hooray~~ hehehe... Anyway, now that exam is over, it's time for HOLIDAY! youhuu~ However still got few things to take care of before going back to my beloved home, mummy, papa, er ge, Xian Xian, Ping Ping, both my dear sis, doggie, darling, Pei Chinq dearest, etc etc... Things to be taken care of are as below:-
1. Medicard renewal
2. Buy popo's medicine
3. Finalize 2010 Accommodation
4. Leave instruction for term deposit as I won't be around when it matured
5. Get boxes from chicken feed and start packing
6. Use the $50 voucher won at Hobart Travel Centre bec it's going to expire before I'm back
7. Finish off the money in meal card(this one very easy, I'm too good at EATING. xD)

  Woah~ Looks like a long list huh..>.< Anyway, still VERY excited that I've finish my papers and going back SOON! ^^ Anyway think I did not do too well in the last paper - Thinking Strategically(Econs sub). Just hope I can at least get a low low low distinction..>.< sobx.. later come out 2 distinction plus one terminating pass. Then I pengsan. x.x hahas~

  Anyway, guys now it's the time to book me! Going to fill up booking list~~ wakakakaa.. jkjk.. Well..those ppl(you know who you are) definitely HAVE TO FIND TIME TO MEET ME!! I don't care~ wakaka.. find u guys when i'm back ya^^ sooooo many things want do n eat. hehe..

  Next is to think of how to finish off my $50 voucher, then waiting to go Sydney for (eating) trip on 12th to 16th. Going to meet my dearest eldest bro there too^^ & he promised a sound system! yay~ Then fly to Melbourne on the 16th. Then take flight on the very morning of 17th(1am++) back to my beloved Malaysia & Penang!! Only now that I know how good is Penang..>.< Got nice k, nice movie theatre, nice food, nice service(ok sometimes this does not apply lolxx) & things there are sooo much cheaper! definitely going to shop for some stuff this time I'm back^^

  So guys, just wait for me to be back ya!! Can't wait to see everybody~

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countdown-ing: 10days, 17hours and 57 mins to arrival in Penang! ^^v

~谣言~

我明白别人可以在背后说得多难听,但是只要身边的好朋友和家人们都明白那些不是事实就够了,不是吗? 不想回应任何东西,是因为不想回应无根据的指控,更讨厌争吵。更加不想把事情再复杂化。更何况我说了,他们会听吗? 恐怕只会换来无止尽的反击吧~是是非非,好无聊。真的不明白,明明世界可以很简单的,为何大家不能简单开心的和平相处就好了呢? 大家都是大学生了,真的还有必要再这样生活吗?不想管了~

我是人,不可能讨好世界上的每一个人,更不可能控制别人的嘴巴和想法。既然都明白知道这一些,更告诉自己不需要理会无稽的指控,为何还会在乎呢? 就因为把感情看得太重吗? 可是既然别人都可以毫不在乎的攻击, 无理的冤枉,诬蔑和伤害你了,你又何必再在乎他们呢? 原本想保持沉默到底, 强逼自己不去理会的,但是心里始终难以释怀。也许是自己还不够成熟到可以真的百分百的理智吧。无论如何, 真的好希望自己可以早日释怀,早点忘了那些无聊的“小事”。

今天把这些写出来,只是向自己屈服了。承认自己的不成熟所以容许自己发泄那么一次。朋友们就请原谅我的任性吧。我真的没办法什么都不说就逼自己不管。我做不到。本来的个性就是大剌剌,什么都很坦诚的, 更何况自尊心超高,实在很难叫我就这样吞下这口气。毕竟被人这样冤枉,扛这么大只死猫真的很难受。其实希望写出这篇东西后可以让自己了了个心愿, 然后就可以比较有毅力的去实行:"从今以后不要再在意那些无谓的,烦人的人事物了!"这个目标!也希望自己可以更坚强些。同时,在这种时候特别需要朋友们的激励和信心吧... 也许是希望可以从朋友那儿得到些鼓励,借助大家的力量度过这个难关。^^

各位好友们,其实啊,我真的好希望你们都在这儿哦... 至少我知道你们都不会这样对我,更会信任我... 真的好想念好多好多的你们... 在这块土地上,我都快不知道到底可以相信谁了... 无论如何, 我知道生活上的打击是为了磨练自己更加成长,所以跌倒了一定要再爬起来, 继续走下去! 无论如何老天对我还是不错的不是吗? 因为我知道不管发生什么事, 我都有你们这群好友们还有我的家人的支持! =)
真的谢谢你们~
所以许若瑜, 一定得努力的振作起来! 加油吧!! ^^

瑜
2009年11月1日
凌晨2.30am